That day, I made it !

The story happened three months ago, it was in my home. That day, my mother was cooking, I was also busy, because I was doing my homework while listening the music. At that time, my father was not at home because he was working.
That day, I went to the kitchen for taking some food because I was very hungry, but I didn’t know why, that time my eyes and foots were very uncareful, until I kicked a pan of contained vegetables, it was mother’s cuising. That day, I was very shocked and scared. I was scared if my mother would get angry to me. It might be a half mad, but the problem I shy for apologizing especially to my own parents, I didn’t know why could happen? In fact, I wanted to ask sorry to her and gave explained but my mouth like being locked. And finally, mother got angry because she saw the vegetables were dispersed on the floor. Suddenly, my mother stopped to cook and went to her bedroom, I was sure, mother was angry.
I was trying to peep to her bedroom. Do you know? My mother was crying, I had no brave to see it. My heart was weak.
That day, I felt that. I was the stupid people. I fold my self.
“Why didn’t I directly apologize to her?”
“Why didn’t I clear up the vegetables split?”
A few minutes later,after I felt very guilty. I found out, my mother crying and being angry, not because the vegetables splited, but because one thing, It was “I wasn’t apologizing fastly”.
From there, I had studied a very important thing about apologizing, although it’s half mad but that experience was giving a million sense for my life, and my mother had become a inspiration for my life.
Then finally, I apologized to her, but still felt afraid. My feeling suddenly lost after my mother said “Yes, it’s not problem, but you don’t do it again” while kissed my forehead. Oh, it’s amazing. I cried because the situation was touchy.
So, this massage of my experience is don’t shy for apologizing.
Thank you.